Day 41

  1. When self-pity comes on for this or that, I’m able to recognize it and not wallow.
  2. Likewise, I felt jealous towards Niall tonight for thee success he’s having with his book. I can recognize that jealousy and let it go and be supportive of him and positive, which is so much more important.
  3. I got Nancy a Tiffany pen today, for no particular reason. I’m amazed that I’m able to afford a $150 pen as a just-because present.
  4. Music. I’m not very connected musically, but I’m grateful for it anyway. What a strange miracle that vibrations in the air and of tiny bones in my ears can become something moving, soothing, joyful.
  5. My willingness to take a moment and make my gratitude list, even though I’d rather feel sorry for myself that I’m not a famous writer. (To be fair, though, I didn’t know how much I’d even want to be a famous writer. Things worked out for the best.)

Many thanks,

Me

Day 41