Day One Hundred-fourteen

  1. Today is my 14-year anniversary.
  2. Sean and Sean and Doug and Jason:  younger guys I’ve had a chance to help this past year.
  3. The brief moments of respite I’ve been given from my relentless self-pity over OKCupid:  “Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, I think I’ll go eat worms.”  Clearly, I’m not remotely as good-looking as I think.  In a real fit of masochism I actually created a female account and logged in just to see what they were seeing and, yeah, I came away feeling barely above average, if that.
  4. The light at the top of 40 Wall St.  It’s comforting some how.
  5. The way my skin feels after an evening shower; how it feels from the inside, not to the touch.

Many thanks,

Me

Day One Hundred-fourteen